My vision goes black every time I stand up,
I don't know if it's due to low blood pressure,
Or my lack of calories for the day.
This migraine envelopes my head,
Causing a pounding in between my ears,
And making me believe that I'm gonna die.
Even though those numbers read the same,
My brain says that it's not small enough,
I feel like I take up too much space.
I feel like every little calorie that enters my body,
Has to leave just as fast as it showed up,
I've taken around 20 laxies a day for a few days.
I haven't been to the gym at all in 2 weeks,
While T went today, I stayed home and took a nap,
Because I feel too sick to my stomach to do shit.
I received some tea from a dear friend of mine,
She said it's butterscotch flavor,
I can't wait to give it a try tonight.
Other than that, I don't know what else to say,
So I'll leave you a picture of one of my new dresses,
Lots of love to all of you,
XOXO Katie
Beautiful dress dear! The colors really suit you. Loving the fluoro nails too, by the way :)
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon love. I think the purging and migraine and esophageal tear and everything else would be contributing to your feeling ill, opposed to a single cause. Worried for you dear. Try to stay as safe as you can <3 xx
I'm sorry to hear that you aren't feeling well. If it'd be easier for you, I can let you rest this weekend and we can meet up another time. Just let me know. I'm wishing you the best I agree with Bella, I think it's several contributors and not just one. I hope the tea helps, or that something does. Keeping you in my thoughts. Xx
ReplyDeleteAw you look really beautiful in your dress love. :D
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