Monday, March 17, 2014

I need a wake up call

This nausea is ruining my life,
I was in the hospital again yesterday,
With an IV and a ton of nausea medicine.

They don't know what's going on with me,
But recommended I see a GI doc,
So I called them this morning.

It's the same place I went with my colon issues,
Last summer when we thought I had cancer,
My appointment is tomorrow.

I plan on going in there with complete honesty,
Telling them about my laxative abuse,
And how severe my eating disorder is.

T found me passed out on the bathroom floor,
I couldn't keep anything down yesterday,
Not even water.

I was miserable,
And I was supposed to be spending time
With my mom.

Instead she came and sat with me in the hospital,
I love her so much,
And T too.

That's why something has to change
I have to get well before I start school,
Or I'm going to miss a lot of days,
From being too weak to stand up for hours at a time.

I was literally begging God to take me yesterday
That's how sick I was,
Today is just as a bad.

This morning I bought some pills,
That people with motion sickness take.
I've already taken two with no relief.

Ok that's enough of my complaining,
I hope that you're all doing well,
Lots of love,
XOXO Katie


  1. I'm so sorry that things are so bad. I hope the GI doctor helps. I think honesty is the best policy so they can try to help you. Which they can't do if they don't know everything.
    I hope this comment finds you well. I'm thinking about you. Xx

  2. Oh sweetie, I'm sorry to hear you're so ill, this nausea sounds awful. I hope you can manage to be honest with the GI doctor. The more they know, the better they can help you.
    Thinking of you darl. Feel better soon <3 xx

  3. I am worried about you. I hope that things start to get better.


  4. I know it sounds strange, but when I have severe nausea (from a hangover or from my autoimmune disease) I take cola syrup. You can find it in the natural/organic/homeopathic section of most grocery stores. It works surprisingly well.

    Hope you feel better soon. There are few things worse than prolonged, severe nausea.

  5. I hope your appointment goes well; please do tell them everything. I'm thinking of you lovely xxx

  6. It's so scary Katie, how our bodies begin to give up on us
    We have punished them for so long we are bound to have health problems
    Good luck at the doctor and let us know how you get on

    Thinking of you today
    Be kind to yourself and gentle

    Much love sweetie x

  7. I feel for you, I really do. Bad things always seem to happen to good people, but never give up.